I saw you this morning 
You were moving so fast 
Can't seem to loosen my grip 
On the past 
And I miss you so much 
There's no one in sight 
And we're still making love 
In my secret life 
In my secret life
I smile when I'm angry 
I cheat and I lie 
I do what I have to do 
To get by 
But I know what is wrong 
And I know what is right 
And I'd die for the truth 
In my secret life 
In my secret life 

Hold on, hold on, my brother 
My sister, hold on tight 
I finally got my orders 
I'll be marching through the morning 
Marching through the night 
Moving cross the borders 
Of my secret life 

Looked through the paper 
Makes you wanna cry 
Nobody cares if the people 
Live or die 
And the dealer wants you thinking 
That it's either black or white 
Thank God it's not that simple 
In my secret life 

I bite my lip 
I buy what I'm told 
From the latest hit 
To the wisdom of old 
But I'm always alone 
And my heart is like ice 
And it's crowded and cold 
In my secret life 
In my secret life